no one should ever feel so low to the point where they just want to give it all up. i may not be experiencing the things you are, but i have been in your place. i know its dark and you feel like there’s no hope, but once you do something like that there’s no turning back. you have your whole life head of you ):
9 months!!! firstly, i’m so proud of you for that. that’s amazing babe but please don’t harm yourself. ): you’ve made it this far and you’re so strong! things will get better eventually, i promise you.
you are really young but i wouldn’t say it’s not normal. it’s a bit unusual given your age but if you’re happy with her then that’s all that really matters right?